stuck doesnt fall far from the tree.

i go through 10 pages of apush reading a day. at this rate. i wont finish. it makes me so angry. no it doesnt. it makes me sad. and disappointed in my will power. haha becka made the best impression of how i deviate from my original opinions and make everything i say way too complicated. i felt crappy today. common sense debunked some of my cosy feelings about where i am right now. sooo. i went on a run. a long one. if it werent for interpol. i would have stopped. my hips/back hurt. but it was the best feeling. running, that is. a comma. all interpol songs fuse together into one sound blurb-rhapsody. not complaining though. today is father-daughter film day. i hope we dont go to shattuck. i want a real ticket stub. i hope he picks a good movie. he usually does just because he goes by critics' reviews. a '. right now hes buying me some bread. our house is no longer a costco. i found a bottle of expired juice in the basement. he was trying to tell me to bring it to the cross country meeting. ha. o gosh that was a downer. until the meeting was over. and then it just evolved into katies spiderweb of friendship. damnit. i was supposed to check into church today. say my farewells to miss saskia. hug talia and press warm sorry-about-your-domestic-issues into her back. i feel guilty about running now. i need some breakthrough with the orthopedic doctor. i want him to say. the whole problem is in your shoes. buy new ones. the pain will go away. BUT you can get acupuncture anyway. AND insurance will cover it. OKAY dr. fiazza. thanks sooo much. its a shame physical therapists didnt delve into that one. oh well. the break may end up having been a good thing. how fabulous. i have a month to train for xc. mom. youre right. everything does turn out for the best. sham. poo. tsk. in 3 mintues i will be beside myself with happiness. folly folly folly. a page turner.